Fat or Pregnant ??

whoah ...

Staying over at nenek's place was a real holiday for us . Today ,marks the 5th day im here . And all we did here was watching tv and browse the net ( all thanks to Uncle Khai for subscribing to Starhub , at least we're not that bored ). Plus eat , eat , eat and sleep . Anyone who came here were forced to eat . Thats the first thing nenek would want us to do each time we salam her . Every 4 hours , she would want us to eat . And without her being asked , we also munched . Biscuits, fruits , crackers .. anything . My weight went boomed ! Its not just happened to us but to the rest too , who slept here even for a day .

Oklah , i wont blame 100% on nenek . Pity her . heh .

But the moment i became Mrs Fast , i ate a lot . My appetite grew . Its small quantity but many . And oh , i have sweet tooth . Especially to chocs and ice-creams !! I wasnt expecting anyone ; perhaps im just happy . I realise when my clothes getting tighter . I knew im gaining . Over the years , i have been always wanted to be slim . Yes i did , losing 12kg in a yr . But somehow or rather , this time round , i dont care much about my weight . To me, so long as im healthy , its far more important than being 'acceptable weight' . So long as i kept a lookout on whats the in-thing in fashion , its ok to be plus size . I am ME . And i dont care what people say .

Often , the aunts will go " why u so fat ? u pregnant is it ? "

And happily i answered , " no . alhamdulillah im blessed with a great husband who fed me dengan sempurna . "

And some would advise to stay slim if i wished to be preggy . Nonsense . All i did was just listen . Deep in my heart , i knew that a child is given by Allah swt . And it doesnt matter whether you are fat or thin .

I am fat lah , and im happy the way i am . In case , if im preggy , will definitely tell the whole world !