i dont really update my blog much . And as much as i always browse thru the net basically my Facebook , i dont do it often now . Going to granny's place everyday was my top priority than any other thing just to keep her company . I know , i cant help much cos i dont really chat with her but to me as long as my presence are there , its better than never .

Just to keep the environment there livelier .

She often cries when she talked about my late granpa . She's been looking at the family photo frame and recite prayers . Absence makes the heart grows fonder .I know she misses him . Living almost all her life with him and when he's gone , the impact was so great that nobody understands her . Both were bedridden . Both had a bed next to each other . They were so close to each other . That was the past .

I hope to live each day , being a stronger person especially for granny who missed her husband just like i missed my late pa . Till then ..